I knew im th one who's tinking too much, but w those actions euu gave its
sho different! D: Having the little hopes from euu ; A moment it feels good but after euu
do the same w other ppl it hurts double of everyting, WHY?
Its like just the silent, unrealised and one-sided love larhx.
eur actions is making me confused & afterall, its bck tuhhx sq1agenns boy! D:
Im satisfied w everything now but im just blur w it. i guess i wn an answer! :[
Wanting euu tuhhx care about me, but its like things shattered like broken glasses.
It looks like euu 're hers or mayb its hers now? :[
Im hoping tuhhx be eurs but we 're like impossible tuhhx be tgt, i guess? :[
It hurts me silently w/o realising it & sometimes i just wna run away frm it.
Making it worst for myself, i wna make it fade away but its like...damn hard! :[
Even the feelings feels good but i styll hate it cause it makes me feel like crying as its
just sho hurtful &sum jealousy, i guess! Numb everyting, making it gone for good cause euu aint mine tuhhx hafb. The 2nd one that makes me fallen&hurts agenns silently,
like tish when no1 knows! Im really tired w th untrue love,
i wna tell sum1 but i know i cnt cause it 'll worsen everyting.
but now, HOW? i just wna know HOW&WHY! i cnt stop missing euu.
Wad tuhhx do? Am i thinking too much or its true that euu 're fallen?
It really hurts me badly, sho silent boy. D: